I am as surprised as anyone else, I never really saw myself falling in love. But my circumstances have changed significantly since death, and I'm trying to embrace the change. I don't know if the me of a year ago would be in a place like this having this conversation the way the me now is.
[He lets Idia talk, trying not to get too lost in the details he doesn't understand. It's strange to hear this in terms of Idia not hating him, since he doesn't hate Idia either. He's just... worried, and insecure about his own position in things.]
I asked you here to talk, I do want to hear what you have to say, even if I don't entirely understand it. And for the record, I don't hate you either. I feel like I don't understand you enough to feel much of anything, which is what I'm trying to change.
[A small lie, that he doesn't feel anything, but he's already brought up being jealous and it's not something either of them seems to want to talk about.]
I won't judge you for just having dessert for dinner, if that's what you want. First and foremost I want you to feel comfortable, at least, as much as you can around me.
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[He lets Idia talk, trying not to get too lost in the details he doesn't understand. It's strange to hear this in terms of Idia not hating him, since he doesn't hate Idia either. He's just... worried, and insecure about his own position in things.]
I asked you here to talk, I do want to hear what you have to say, even if I don't entirely understand it. And for the record, I don't hate you either. I feel like I don't understand you enough to feel much of anything, which is what I'm trying to change.
[A small lie, that he doesn't feel anything, but he's already brought up being jealous and it's not something either of them seems to want to talk about.]
I won't judge you for just having dessert for dinner, if that's what you want. First and foremost I want you to feel comfortable, at least, as much as you can around me.